I want to speak to you directly and respectfully.

Today, when I raised my voice, I completely changed your day. Before that, you were working hard. After I raised my voice, you felt bad, frustrated, and uncomfortable. I understand that. I don't want to pretend it didn't happen.

I'm sorry. It wasn't right for me to speak to you that way. You deserve respect while working in my home. My frustration with the cameras is not a reason to treat you badly.

I also want you to know that I greatly appreciate your work and patience. You are learning something new. If you want to learn to install and aim these cameras well, I think this skill can create opportunities to earn more money than lawn mowing alone. That isn't a promise of income and I don't want to pressure you. I want to give you an opportunity to learn using the cameras at my house, pay you fairly for work you do, and, when I can, recommend you to other people who need help and ask me for someone reliable.

You are free and independent. You are not my employee. You owe me nothing after finishing work you agree to do.

I also want to explain why cash can be difficult for me. I normally don't drive and almost never leave the house. I prefer electronic payments. Going to an ATM is only possible for me on occasions when I am awake during the daytime and feel alert enough to drive safely. That never means I don't intend to pay you.

The most important thing I want you to hear now is this: I'm sorry I raised my voice. I understand that it made today's work much more unpleasant for you. Thank you for staying, working hard, and being patient with me.